sigh

have you ever had two different feelings, both in the heart and in the mind. but you don't know which belongs to which and you don't know which to follow? sorry for not blogging for so long. i've just been to damn lazy. anyway, today some family friends came to live with us for awhile. and zac is here already. but apparantly he's at david's house now. so it's me alone tonight. yay! i've got a keyboard already! i borrowed it from kassian. so yea. haha and i've learnt how to play the intro for 3 different songs. not bad. ah well. you know, sometimes i hardly even get to communicate to anyone in singapore and it's so hard to juggle 2 different worlds i own. i have a world i never wanna lose, and i have a world i'm working hard to build. it's so hard, but i seem to be coping. but it takes two hands to clap. anyway, i'm working at KFC now. so yea, i've been packing burgers like crazy! bloody hell. it can get really busy. i'm sick of typing. see you again soon. (: TAKE CARE! I LOVE YOU ALL!

love
nigelly.